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Sunday, November 22nd, 2009
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Thursday, November 12th, 2009
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Maybe I will write to myself because I doubt anyone really comes around this area anymore. That is kind of fantastic actually. The internet.
I wonder if everyone all decided at the same exact time they have nothing to write about anymore. That is neat to think about I guess. Everyone thinking in sync.
I think my life just became busy and I started to discover the magic of a real notebook all over again. With a pen and paper. It was quite the discovery.
Walking through Brooklyn yesterday was probably the best five minutes I had in my entire life.
Autumn finally approached me. I never stopped to look around and say hello to it for the past month or so.
Although it was freezing, It made me feel warmer on the inside knowing that it was around.
This will probably be the last time I am able to write in here. Now that this tradition of time and waiting has developed, I now must wait another year or so until I can update again.
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Friday, August 31st, 2007
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i can't wait to put on a sweater and a hat....maybe some boots.
mmmmmmmmmmmm.
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Thursday, March 29th, 2007
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life is good...
i am in a weird mood today for some reason.
i think i know why...teehee :)
anywho...i have work tonight, i was going to go to new haven, buuuuut....maybe i will hang around here for a couple of days until saturday.
time to get ready for woooork.
woohoo.
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Saturday, March 24th, 2007
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complain complain...i am sad.
i am actually really happy...for once in my life...everything is awesome and the people i see almost everyday make my life about a million times better than it's ever been.
i guess i can say i've finally found something/someone i can relate to...well lots of people and things actually.
everything is really changing and i've noticed changing drives other people further and further apart from one another, but i think i will be alright this time. i can finally deal with it.
:)
things are going really well with the bf too.
we can barely stand to be apart from eachother for more than one day.
he is amazing and makes me laugh/smile every second.
it's almost too weird sometimes, but i love it...i love him.
yay.
haha.
i'm done now.
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Thursday, March 15th, 2007
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i feel pretty good right now.
it's 11:25am.
i feel like filling shit out right now.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Suzanne
2. Suzie
3. Suz
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Suziedancer
2. rockoutballet
3. regularsweet
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i feel like i don't have to be fake with anyone anymore...no more pretending.
2. i'm pretty outgoing/friendly
3. my outlook on life...it's pretty good.
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my whole body. seriously
2. i like to start arguments sometimes...and i can never finish them
3. my anxiety.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. italian
2. scottish
3. irish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. car accidents
2. snakes
3. and complete darkness in a cramped area.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. showering
2. water
3. my comfort tank tops i wear under everything.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black tank top
2. white tank top
3. stretchy black pants
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists) AT THE MOMENT:
1. beach boys
2. mogwai
3. glassjaw
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. wouldn't it be nice- beach boys
2. what'd i say- ray charles
3. tracy- mogwai
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ACTORS AT THE MOMENT:
1. ?
2. ?
3. ?
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ACTRESSES AT THE MOMENT:
1. Scarlett Johansson
2. christina ricci
3. Shannyn Sossamon
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. traveling
2. save money
3. get my life togethor a little more.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. happiness
2. trust
3. just the little things...it adds up and just makes everything amazing.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. i'm sitting in my room
2. i hate parties.
3. i love to drink.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. physical mannerisms...how someone might handle themselves in a crowd full of people...they have to be doing something that will catch my eye.
2. this sounds dumb, but hair...i like when guys have nice hair.
3. how someone physically cuddles me....i found someone that does this perfect.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. be on time to anything
2. go out without feeling okay with how i look
3. be a social butterfly...i get nervous way too easily and self conscious.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. ever since i graduated from high school...i really don't have any hobbies anymore.
2.
3.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. shower
2. see donovan
3. listen to music...my comouter is being too damn slow for that right now.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. cosmetology
2. marine biology
3. yeah...i don't know what i am really doing with my life.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. some really nice quite island
2. i want to backpack through europe
3. and australia
THREE NAMES YOU LIKE FOR YOUR FUTURE KIDS:
1. Ian/ noah/ zander
2. Kara/ bianca
3. Leslie/Bernadette........i've never put any thought into this.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. travel.
2. be successful and happy in whatever i may do.
3. get married and have some kids.
FIVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. any
2. one
3. who
4. wants
5. to
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Sunday, February 18th, 2007
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Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007
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so i haven't broken my wine binge yet....it's been going pretty good.
i drank some wine and ate some dinner tonight actually, and spent the evening with 4 wonderful other ladies i work with.
we talked about girl things and giggled and laughed a lot.
it was nice.
i hope i have more nights like the one tonight.
p.s.
i don't want bangs anymore!!!!....everyone and their mom has them....i thought they were cute for a while when i was in school...BUT UGH!
COME ON!
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Wednesday, January 17th, 2007
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this is going to be friends only now...sorry for those of you who enjoyed lurking in on my entries...no longer will you do this.
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Monday, January 15th, 2007
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new paltz was awesome...dancing all night was awesome.
i love good times.
my life feels pretty good these days. it feels more like it use to...and honostly, i love it.
i kind of wish i could live the rest of my life being careless, but i obviously know it won't be like this forever...while it is though, i am going to take pure advantage of it.
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Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
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past couple of days have been fun fun funnnn!
monday night i went to new haven with jackie and ash.
i got a flat right when i was trying to park, but it was cool..i had a bunch of guys around who liked to do manshit.
my flat was fixed and i had the chance to consume a large amount of alcohol at fort sunshine which is a lovely residence.
i also got to see amanda b's new apt...it was adorable!
i got to see/hangout with lots of people i looooove!
tuesday i woke up around 1:00 and went to boonies to get my free coffee. i hungout with jackie, ash, and mike for a while and then went to work.
that night i hungout with tom and adam...i miss/love those boys. they were apart of my whole childhood and i miss our younger days.
time goes way too fast for me.
i had a nice time though and it was nice catching up and hearing about what everyone in their fam has been up to.
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Thursday, January 4th, 2007
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i am done with school on saturday...then i start saving for some travel time and so i can get an apt.
i am so fucking excited about finishing up school.
all of you are probably saying..."oh suzie, it's just hairschool."
i would be happy to shell out 12,000 so you can see how "easy" it is.
my teachers are drill sargents, i deal with two faced psychos ALLL FUCKING DAY, we get some real fucking sleazy/dirtbag clients that enjoy being touched a little too much(well atleast that happened to me a lot)...there is more, but i can't think of anything off the top of my head at the moment.
i do have to say, it was a nice learning experiance though...for a lot of reasons because i've learned i want to go to college.
i DO still want to do hair, i love it....but not right away. i need some break time from the superficial/face eating world.
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Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007
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i'm tired of trying!
I AM FUCKING GIVING UP BEING A FRIEND!
everyone can just call me....because obviously everyone i know is a flake and that is what my life will always be like...FULL OF MOTHERFUCKING FLAKES!
there is only one flake allowed in my life and that is tbaum.
no room for anyone else.
SORRY.
so i probably don't like you otherwise.
LOVE SUZIE.
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Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
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johnny is home. that made my week.
partying at the pacc with awesome people made my week.
seeing my brother, sister in law, niece, and nephew made my week as well.
my week has been awesome so far.
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Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
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i graduate the first week of december....
bring on the MOTHERFUCKINNNNNNG DRUNKEN PARTIES!
i need to make up for lack of never being available/never getting to hangout and get drunk with my favorites.
yeah hi.
lets make this fun.
bye.
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Sunday, November 12th, 2006
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i have so many fun things to look forward to in the next couple of months.
HOW GREAT!
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Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
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i hate it when i know somebody is doing something so fucked up to someone else...and it is TOTALLY is not your place to say anything....even though you love them soooo much.
anywho...
i had a nice long walk tonight in the city.
i really enjoyed walking in the rain for some reason....i had my umbrella...it was nice.
something about the city at night while it's slightly drizzly makes me all tingly on the inside.
same if it's snowing.
another thing to be excited/bummed about...
i have 6 weeks of school left.
that is so not a lot, but compared to some of the girls in my class, that is an extra 4 long weeks.
i can do it though, i mean i've gotten through seven months so far.
i also need to save some more money...i am so bad at it for some reason.
i need to somehow get togethor a few more hundred dollars before i can buy a train ticket to california.
i am so excited for that.
I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET AWAY FROM THE EAST COAST FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS.
my parents said they would help me out too.
i don't know too many people out there except for johnny...but he said i can crash with him if i want to, so that will be fun.
we will see though...i have to plan this out more.
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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
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my weekend has been pretty awesome...
it was nice to leave town and for a night.
i've been feeling much better lately....
everything has been really good.
two things left on my list....
clean my room out
and do my project for school.
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Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
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knowing that something you had with a person will never be the same again is kind of upsetting...especially when they were a big part of your life for a while.
i guess a dream i had last night just kind of sent a big signal for me to just move on and forget about them....that almost sounds way too harsh because i still love and care for this person and only want the best sent their way.
i guess sometimes people change, and it's hard to change with them.
on that note...
blah.
yup.
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
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so many projects to do and so little time.
only a month and a half longer of this schoooool and then i am DONE!
FINALLY!
and then party time
and then my birthday
and then more party time
and then hopefully california for a bit, just to get away from everything.
it's weird because each day goes by sooooo slow, but it seems like it went by so fast...that doesn't really make sense, but oh well...deal with it.
i'm going to see my wifey on monday. i seriously have not seen her in about 6 months and that is pretty much rediculous.
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